I don't feel like I can handle this. I feel so many different things, it's hard to describe. I am trying so hard to stay positive and focused on other things but it is not working. I cannot imagine my life with my parents not together. I feel completely lost and heartbroken, like my world is over. I feel angry and just numb. I feel like I have absolutely nobody to talk to. Nobody understands the different things going on in my life right now. I honestly just want to crawl into bed, lay there all day and night, and cry. If I didn't have Tristan, that is exactly what I would be doing. I feel like everything is different. Everyone hates one another and I cannot handle that.
This is just about the most emo thing I have ever written. I just need some way of getting everything off my chest. My heart is broken.
